Thursday, August 28, 2008

Will I EVER learn to be adaptable.....

I don't think so. Every time I think that I can finally relax and coast.... well things change again. Bummer.... I really liked things the way they were. I had become content.... well at least for the time being.... contentment is one more of those things that I struggle with. So... Makayla and "the boyfriend" are not a thing anymore. I'm ok with that in the sense that no one will ever be good enough for my baby right? But it is soooooooooooo difficult watching her deal with this. I walked around all day feeling like I was 15 again and had just broke up with my boyfriend.
We are also chest deep in National Honor Society paperwork. After all this work this kid had better get in!!!!!!!!!!!! Man I can only hope that college applications are not as difficult and time consuming.Mom twisted my arm and made me go back down stairs and scrapbook tonight. I actually made a page. Can you believe it? I sat down, picked out some picture, and made a page in less than 12 hours.
So I'm working on adapting again.... I'll let you know how it goes....

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