yet in fast forward...
Confusing huh?
I feel very out of balanced right now. I feel like my life has been on hold for several years. I have a plan. I've even done the hard work to get to my goal... yet.... I'm still waiting. I'm bored. I'm staying busy but it's just stuff.
I'm ready to get to it.... I do not want to wait another 6 months. Jeeze... who thought that was a good plan? But worse than waiting to get started is waiting to know where I'm going to be. I feel like I'm going to shoot out my finger tips.... I need a game plan. Waiting... waiting.... waiting.... really? I have things I want to do.
So even though I feel like my life is in a holding pattern my kids are shooting on ahead. In those same 6 months I will have a senior and a freshman. It just doesn't seem right.
I feel out of control.... really not a good place for a red personality to be.
So now what?
Continue holding pattern while my family moves in fast forward.
